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| Eyes Opened Tight |
| 09.30.03 (3:10 am) [edit] |
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Eyes wide open, eyes wide shut. Lay your head down, stand up and jump the stars. Thinking about nothing... [i]thinking about everything[/i]. I wonder if he's awake by now. Can't sleep, can't go, can't stay, can't do anything and everything has to be done. The eyes won't close in a world without you, I do, [i]I do[/i].
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| Always Tomorrow |
| 09.29.03 (7:33 pm) [edit] |
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It still hurts. Every night, something deep within vanishes. [i]Like a part of me goes away with you[/i]. But I try my best. I just have to remember that there's always tomorrow. [i]Always tomorrow.[/i]
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| Within Old Letters |
| 09.28.03 (1:35 am) [edit] |
[i]I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.[/i]
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| Frostbite |
| 09.27.03 (12:24 pm) [edit] |
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 You're Most Like The Season Winter... You're often depicted as the cold, distant season. But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and Independant. You have an air of power around you - and that can sometimes scare people off. You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you rarely let people in if you can help it. You can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily you could be the leader of many. You tend to be negative, and hard to relate to, but you give off a relaxed image despite being insecure - and secretly many people long to be like you, not knowing how deep the Winter season really is. Well done... You're the most inspirational of seasons.
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| Eternal Dive: .DivinityMix |
| 09.24.03 (10:29 pm) [edit] |
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Yet another header. I guess you could say I got sick of the last layout fast. [i]Really[/i] fast. But I wasn't so fond of purple anyway... I like this [i]much[/i] better.
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| Self-Respect |
| 09.22.03 (11:09 pm) [edit] |
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For some reason the comment about me possibly becoming too responsible and acting like his mom still lingers fresh in my mind. It was a month ago, but still. I've been thinking about it, and I think that's a part of caring about someone; wanting the best for them, sacrificing for their benefit. But then again, there's the issue of [i]respect[/i]... Respect for self, respect for others. It's really [i]his[/i] choice what he does, [i]my[/i] choice what I do, and nobody governs our own lives but ourselves. Honestly, who would I be if I kept interfering with his life just to try and change one evil little bedtime? That's not my intent at all, and it's not my decision to make. I respect him the [i]way[/i] he is, for [i]who[/i] he is, and I wouldn't change anything about him for the world.
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| My Secret |
| 09.22.03 (9:04 pm) [edit] |
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It's not fair. I tell you how I feel.
I let you know the inside of me.
But you tell nothing of yourself.
You don't deserve to know me. So, why make myself vulnerable to you...
...When you won't do it to me?
Don't stare at my blog and take it all in
Like it's a free buffet.
Cause it's not.
It takes courage to post.
Confidence in conviction.
Passion in opinion.
I'm not easy like that.
You want me?
Then earn me.
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| Eternal Dive: Twilight Rain |
| 09.22.03 (7:20 pm) [edit] |
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Something deep within tells me I'm nostalgic. But I don't feel nostalgic. Either way, my blog is now purple, cause I'm feeling a bit purple.
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| Fly Away |
| 09.19.03 (5:41 pm) [edit] |
I remember my first week of school at ISB. I was in 6th grade and we had to introduce ourselves. The teacher asked me, "What's your one greatest wish?"
And in front of the entire class I shyly said, "I wish I... lived in another world."
"Well, what's wrong with this one?"
"I dunno..."
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| Let's Be Logical |
| 09.18.03 (10:01 pm) [edit] |
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It's a sad world when you have to wake up every morning and remind yourself, "Don't do anything stupid today." And then you have to concentrate on that thought just to get through the entire day with leftover dignity. Bow down to me, the queen of self-consciousness and paranoia.
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| Distant Horizon |
| 09.15.03 (7:34 pm) [edit] |
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Sometimes you want to experiment. Too much of one thing makes you tired. Sometimes your style twists into something no one else likes. They complain about how they like your old stuff, but you don't care. You feel good, because you feel different. Let yourself develop your true style of creativity no matter how good or bad one way may seem. At least you can say you've been to the horizon and back. I now point and laugh at everyone who hates my style, and you should do it too.
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| Streamline |
| 09.15.03 (7:14 pm) [edit] |
I am a man in a white coat. Now experimenting with myself. Close your eyes and feel the first thing that comes to mind. Right thinks left is a bitch with a hypocrite of a lesbian brother.
I don't think I'm crazy, but the shell-less snails think I'm an alien. They think I'm from another planet called Earth where the people are mean and pollution sucks ass. Where am I right now? I am in Florida, because I know kinetic energy reigns supreme.
I'll be a whore tomorrow but for now I'm just a plumber. I'll chain your neck before I fix your sink and hang you from my ceiling next to my fan. I'll probably forget you up there.
I'll go to sleep with my eyes wide open. I'm sure I can manage it. I think it's possible.
I think everything's possible.
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| Together Forever |
| 09.14.03 (11:54 pm) [edit] |
I can't wait until the day we won't have to say good-bye...
I love you, Frank.
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| Overflow |
| 09.10.03 (11:20 pm) [edit] |
Come again. Cry again. Leave again. Fly again.
Anticipate. Precipitate. Rain, rain, rain on me.
Crawl again. Scream again. Die again. Dream again.
Waiting here. Drawing near. You, you, you I see.
Hold again. Frown again. Be again. Drown again.
Calmly tell. Splash and yell. Eerie silence. Empty night.
Breathe again. Live again. Love again. Give again.
Watch you smile. From a mile. Overflowing feels so right.
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| Once Again |
| 09.08.03 (8:44 pm) [edit] |
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I'm alone again. Not really. But I feel it. Kind of split. Head says, "Shut up, you'll see him tomorrow." Heart says, "What if I don't? What if he won't be there?" Day to day, year to year. Seize the the moment. Not a single second is taken for granted. A strange fear. I may be alone tomorrow. Unhealthy? Go to bed. Unbreakable. Stay with me. I can't move. Can't think. Breathless. I love him - wait. You already knew that. Dive back. No, don't make me... Dive, close your eyes, remember, remember and scream, scream and dive and don't wake up until you hear your name. But I can't... Shut up. Just shut up and dive.
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